a new post after months, FINALLY. a picture may mean a thousand things, but this particularly only mean one thing. and that is, for me to stop hoping that everything will still be the same. the promise you made, and the question you asked, I should not hold on to them anymore. no more hate posts, no more heart aches. I just want to be at peace already. hoping the best for myself, and for you as well.
It's again the time of the year where most malls are having their sale before Christmas. For sure, this will be the last sale due to the increased demand for the Christmas season.
Since I am already in my semi-sembreak mode, I decided to go to Megamall. I arrived at the mall around 10 am (which is the opening time), but people are already clattering. There were already piles of line in the cashier stations. I immediately went to F21, and like what I guessed, there were already a lot of people. After a few mins, lines were already getting long, and I said to myself it would eventually shorten, but I was wrong. :| After getting few shirts, and a short, I decided to line up already. It took me an hour for that friggin' line. :|
line in Forever21. :|
OH DEAR LORD, I will never go to the mall whenever it's sale. I will never dare to line up that long again. :|
but good thing, I got some good grabs from the shop. :)
4 tops worth 400-500Php each, and a denim short worth 500Php. :)
I will definitely wear all these to our Bacolod trip this weekend. One of my possible outfits:
my bill totaled to Php2,500. Good thing I had my Forever21 credit card, I got 10% off. I should have also brought my mom's or my dad's prestige card so I would have additional 10% off. :| oh well.
also got mani pedi. <3
oh what an awesome way to start my semi-sembreak. :)
I DO LOVE THIS SONGGGGGG. 50+ play count in just 2 days.
woooooot. HAHA.
Best Thing I Never Had (Beyonce)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby) What goes around comes back around (hey my baby) I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby) What goes around comes back around... There was a time I thought, that you did everything right No lies, no wrong Boy I, must've been outta my mind So when I think of the time that I almost loved you You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it Thank God I dodged the bullet I'm so over you So baby good lookin' out
[Chorus] I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care? You don't deserve my tears I guess that's why they ain't there When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it Thank God I dodged the bullet I'm so over you Baby good lookin' out
[Chorus] I wanted you bad I'm so through with that Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had And I'll never be the best thing you never had Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back It's time to face the facts That I'm the one that's got away Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life Thank God I found the good in goodbye
[Chorus] I used to want you so bad I'm so through with that Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had You turned out to be the best thing I never had And I will always be the, best thing you never had. Best thing you never had!
I used to want you so bad I'm so through with that Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had Oh I will never be the best thing you never had Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around Goes around, comes back around Bet it sucks to be you right now Goes around, comes back around Bet it sucks to be you right now Goes around, comes back around Bet it sucks to be you right now
bacause for the first time, I took care of participant in Days with the Lord. even if she's not my own personal participant, still I enjoyed the xperience. and of course, her sponsor is him. :) how can I say no if he's the one asking favor from me?
again, I was with my family in days. my mom, sister, my biological kuya, kuyas, ates, and friends.
Personally, I would like to say that I am enjoying my being a Dazer because of you guys.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. >:D<
pictures from this weekend. HAHA.
P.S. I do hope you appreciated what I did this weekend for you. and I do hope you get well soon.
In about three weeks, I will have my graduation photo pictorial already. until now, I'm not decided on what to wear for the casual photo part. and significantly, I don't know what my poses should be. Believe it or not, 20 shots are needed. so, can these poses already suffice??
GAAAAAHHH, still need to think of 11 poses still. :| wish me luck, okay? :)
what is happening now seems like happened before. de ja vu, I must say. It was four years ago--I was a senior in my high school then, that I liked a guy. I didn't know why (well actually, whenever I liked a certain person, I cannot distinguish what trait of him I wanted), but moving on. This guy that I liked before, he admittedly told me that he didn't want me. FACE-to-FACE. whenever I would text him, he will not reply. whenever he would text, I would gladly text him back. There was even an incident that he told me we will watch a movie, then I ended up watching alone. what a jerk right? But after a few months, things went well--we ended up together. That relationship lasted a year. I loved him so much that it wasn't easy to move on. He was my first serious boyfriend. But that was the past.
And now after two years, here I am again--liking a guy who I believe does not like me at all. The cycle similar to my past bf was the same. I would text, he wouldn't reply. He would text, and I can't resist not to reply. Here I am again, hoping for him. I would see him once a month, and that's it, nothing more. He would always tease me, but I didn't care. For me, his actions meant a lot to me. Probably, I was the only one giving meaning to them. I expected he would somehow feel the same way for me.
I am confused--wanting to ask him what is it with us. Realizing what happened in the past, made me once again expecting that he would like me eventually, like my past bf did. Instead of giving up, more and more I wanted to push myself in his life. So am I actually doing the right thing?
Is it another round of this like-hate-then-love relationship? well, I do hope so, but minus the breaking up part.
